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I'm currently exiled to the living room with my laptop as my mom sits in MY room watching a movie. Apparently there are some drawbacks to being able to play DVDs. In exchange for this occasional courtesy she's pay half of a netflix account so I'm able have access to my "we only made 500 copies of this indie film" films. I suppose it's worth it but she makes me so damned nervous. At any minute she could go through my stuff etc. At least she's not on my laptop, i.e. my extension of self. I've come to realize that with my rather average grades I'm not getting into any college or uni where I actually want to go. Am rather depressed at the moment.